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1.
Midnight train I can hear for miles I am wide awake Wandering the house I can’t sleep Lord knows I’ve tried But on nights like these I just pass the time Either way I’m back at it today Another fear I have to face Everything is never as it seems I don’t have tonight to dream The night is cold But the fire is warm I am on my own Till the morning comes Write these words So I won’t forget With the time I have And the time I’ve spent (repeat chorus) (solo) Midnight train I can hear for miles I am wide awake Wandering the house
2.
Another page I’ve written before These words are all I have of me I try so hard but I can’t erase All my mistakes, they made who I am I know I am a failure but I Swear I’m doing the best that I can You never get what you wanted You have to find a way to make it through You never get what you wanted You have to find a way to make it through I’m holding on to what I will lose I’m living in a fantasy It's beautiful but there’s no use I’m different I’m not who I was So take it or just leave it I can change into someone that I love (Chorus) I’m never looking back again I feel alive in knowing where I once have been. I’m never looking back again I feel alive in knowing where I’ve been. (Solo) (Chorus) (END)
3.
It’s so quiet in the dead of night No busy streets just starry skies I hear the wood of the crackling fire At our feet as we retire There is a howl in the night White water from the river And when we look into the sky Will this ever last forever? We hear the song of the nightingale Bellowing a voice that swells Into the darkness Into the clear Into the open of the wild, I am here There is a howl in the night White water from the river And when we look into the sky Will this ever last forever? (REPEAT x2) (INSTRUMENTAL / SOLO) There is a howl in the night White water from the river And when we look into the sky Will this ever last forever? (REPEAT x4) It’s so quiet in the dead of night No busy streets Just starry skies (END)
4.
Walking in the rain Footsteps on the street Listen to the wind As it moves through the branches Of the Old oak trees Watch them as they sway Watch me as a I gaze Deep into your eyes Like the first time While forgetting everything Forgetting everything I know that keeps on bringing me down So tell me everything I need to hear to turn this around I've been here before Found myself again Somewhere in the lies That I've heard over and over again This could be the way This could be the start Something that we need That felt out of reach In knowing who we are Forgetting everything I know that keeps on bringing me down So tell me everything I need to hear to turn this around
5.
Get By 05:13
I’m never bitter I’m just killing time Lost in the mirror of someone to find Tell you about it if I had the time But when I do I’d just rather unwind It’s alright, You tell yourself to get through the night It’s a lie, But it helps a little just to get by I don't mind, Because it’s all I’ve ever known in my life I’m alright, because I'm trying and it's all i can find Just to get by Around again, I’m use to being tired Because my mind is stuck in overdrive Now and then I don't feel anything Sadly for me that's where I want to be Another drug, another pill to drink. But that’s a joke of what I really need. It doesn’t matter if you feel unease Time is a teacher when you learn to breathe. It’s alright, You tell yourself to get through the night It’s a lie, But it helps a little just to get by I don't mind, Because it’s all I’ve ever known in my life I’m alright, because I'm trying and it's all i can find Just to get by (SOLO) It’s alright, You tell yourself to get through the night It’s a lie, But it helps a little just to get by I don't mind, Because it’s all I’ve ever known in my life I’m alright, because I'm trying and it's all i can find Just to get by
6.
Dementia 04:00
I forgot your name again I forgot your name again Nothing feels the same Nothing feels the same I forgot your name again Thinking about it all Thinking of what went wrong Where did you go? Where did you go? I forgot my name again I forgot my name again Nothing is the same Nothing is the same I forgot my name again Thinking about it all Thinking of what went wrong Where did I go? Where did I go? I forgot my name (repeat x9) (INSTRUMENTAL/ SOLO SECTION) (END)
7.
Out here in the redwoods There is a mist in the morning light Land of the giants Reaching upwards into the sky I feel it in me Something I thought I lost before I feel it take me Somewhere I’ve never been before Somewhere I’ve never been before Dreaming while it rains Nobody here knows my name I feel the cold and I am safe From the pain The stones in the river Memories of youth and forgotten times As I breath the air in I am reminded of my good life Your hand is warm and Smooth to the touch as I pull you in Without your love I don’t know where I would’ve been I don’t know where I would’ve been Dreaming while it rains Nobody here knows my name I feel the cold and I am safe From the pain (END)
8.
Everyone has a secret Locked away in a safe Everyone has a reason Taking it to their grave The news televise hatred Look away from the street Nothing real what you’re seeing Tell yourself it’s a dream You can not hide Everything where we’re going You can not hide Everything where we’re going (SOLO 1.0) Everyone has a feeling Everything they believe Never blind when they’re seeing Just what they want to see All I hear is deceiving Everything is a lie Tell myself not to worry Easier just to hide You can not hide Everything where we’re going You can not hide Everything where we’re going (Bridge Vocal Repeat of chorus/ choir x2) (SOLO 2.0) You can not hide Everything where we’re going (END)
9.
When we are home we are both alone When we stare into separate screens We don’t talk We just sit and watch All the pointless shows that mean nothing Maybe it’s not that bad And I’m not that sad in where we’re going Maybe we’ll get it right There will be no more fights Would that be nice But that’s just life When we were young we would Watch the sun rise and Watch it drown into the sea Things were simple then We were more than friends When who we were was all we need Maybe it’s not that bad And I’m not that sad in where we’re going Maybe we’ll get it right There will be no more fights Would that be nice But that’s just life (SOLO INSTRUMENTAL) When we are home we are both alone When we stare into separate screens (END)
10.
I was afraid of this I wasn’t right and I never was I’m tired of this scene There’s nothing here but a shattered dream Picking the pieces up again Dust them off, should I try again? I’m terrified but I hide it well Nobody knows far as I can tell About me So this is how it feels When you know that it isn’t real Or maybe it’s a phase When you grow tired of the same things You lock the door and you hide the key You live in fear so you never leave If nothing ever stays the same You have to change if you want to break free You want to break free You want to break free I was afraid of this I wasn't right and I never was I wasn't right and I never was

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released June 25, 2021

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VALLEY OF THE BEARS San Luis Obispo, California

For an aspiring new artist in an industry that is filled with emerging solo / multi instrumentalists who produce their own material, Milan is no stranger to an already high population of singer-songwriters Juggling between playing all the instruments and wearing the hat of “Engineer” and “Producer”. ... more

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